Sunday, August 16, 2015

shivering

No I'm not cold.
I just had a bad dream.
I have cold chills going up and down my spine.
It starts out with my oldest grandson, picking a fight with me about him sleeping in the smallest bedroom we have (which by the way is where his youngest brother is sleeping right now) I catch him stealing a tape measure. No I know it doesn't make sense. Next I look out the window in the room he is trying to use as his own bedroom and I see not one but 2 dead bald eagles. and just before I turn to go tell my mom (whom by the way has passed) I see a swan, not yet dead but dying. I go out into the living room to where she is in the kitchen and tell her about them and say do we call the e.p.c.s.a. Now mine you I have no idea if these are the right letters to the right word I'm looking for. When she says yes I suppose you should. As I'm looking on line for the phone number I look out the living room window and ask why is dad still here why isn't he at work? (again dad has passed as well) Then I see my hubby getting into the car with my dad and I'm like why is dad taking jack to work? and I keep asking that over and over. I also say we have enough cars I could have taken him to work. Then I am fighting with another grand child over feeding the cat. I finally grab a can but instead of opening the can I set in down and tell my mom as she is walking into the living room with a cup of coffee before you sit down come look at the 2 bald eagles and swan. And I see my dad backing down the driveway with my hubby in the car. That's when I wake up. Of course first thing I notice is the cat is on top of me trying to wake me up to feed him. Second is the time 7:21 am. and third of course is why did my dad take hubby to work. and then it hits me dad is dead he didn't take hubby to work. BUT could he be taking hubby someplace else? I am dreading finding out. I hope its just a dream and means nothing. I hate these cold shivers.