Sorry I've been missing

I've been away from blogging for awhile. We have discovered that the pain that I have is NOT always my teeth or sinus or migraines. No I have Atypical facial pain or TN. And this pain is not any thing that you can just take over the counter meds for and get rid of. NO this pain is the worst pain you could possibly have. Yes I even think it's right up there with childbirth and yes I've had 3 so I know. This TN is called the suicide pain. and I can see why. I have actually had this for years. But have put it off for many other things such as my teeth or my sinus or yes my migraines. But in the last 2 years it has gotten so bad that I was speaking to one of my friends who has TN and she is the one who told me I may have it. (symptoms were like hers) So I went to a Dr and yes I was diagnosed with Atypical facial pain. Pain that is so horrific that it robs you of your sleep. It robs you of many simple things such as smiling. You can be sitting watching T.V. and all of a sudden you will find tears rolling down your face. You don't know why and everyone will ask you why are you crying. Many times I will say I'm not and they will say then why are there tears running down your face? I don't even realize it because that half of my face is numb from the pain. This pain is something I wish for NO ONE. And I hope some day soon they find a cure.