So not happy

I understand when people fight and they need to separate from each other, but when there are kids involved why are they pitting those kids against the other parent? One parent has the kids while the other parent only gets the kids ever other weekend and only for 24 hrs and with our supervision. It's like now we have no life. Plus they grill those kids and grill those kids till they have no idea how confused these kids are. And any little criticism you give those kids brings them to tears. One child is so out of control that no matter how many times you say settle down they are still bouncing off the walls. Almost like you gave them nothing but sugar to eat. Speaking of eating that's another thing that makes me mad if they don't like it and some times even if they do they take one or two bites then toss it in the garbage. What a waste of money.....MY MONEY. And we are living on a limited income now. And does their father do anything about it? Nope not one damn thing. And when the kids do misbehave instead of him doing anything about it he threaten them with grandpa will spank you. NO GRANDPA WILL NOT! We tell him to stop using us as a threat but he refuses. And he just cant do a thing for himself. We just can't move forwards with this crap going on. I have so many health issues going on and this stress just is NOT helping me.

Sorry I've been missing

I've been away from blogging for awhile. We have discovered that the pain that I have is NOT always my teeth or sinus or migraines. No I have Atypical facial pain or TN. And this pain is not any thing that you can just take over the counter meds for and get rid of. NO this pain is the worst pain you could possibly have. Yes I even think it's right up there with childbirth and yes I've had 3 so I know. This TN is called the suicide pain. and I can see why. I have actually had this for years. But have put it off for many other things such as my teeth or my sinus or yes my migraines. But in the last 2 years it has gotten so bad that I was speaking to one of my friends who has TN and she is the one who told me I may have it. (symptoms were like hers) So I went to a Dr and yes I was diagnosed with Atypical facial pain. Pain that is so horrific that it robs you of your sleep. It robs you of many simple things such as smiling. You can be sitting watching T.V. and all of a sudden you will find tears rolling down your face. You don't know why and everyone will ask you why are you crying. Many times I will say I'm not and they will say then why are there tears running down your face? I don't even realize it because that half of my face is numb from the pain. This pain is something I wish for NO ONE. And I hope some day soon they find a cure.