So the other day I learned my older brother had passed away. Now before dad had died, if he would have passed then I would have cried my eyes out. But after dad died and both him and my older sister acted like asses took us to court cost us more than half our inheritance they turned into your not family. Now granted its not totally about the money but pisses me off that what should have been a really large amount (over 1,000.000.00) that turned into $804.00 after court and lawyer cost. and shit that should have been sold separately to make more was sold into one group for one amount for the group. So if there were 6 things in that group and it sold for $200.00 that was it not $200.00 each item like it should have been. And some of the stuff sold was worth way over $200.00. So we got screwed royally. The thing I think that totally pissed me off is dad's will said NO LAWYERS. yet that's what they did anyways.
So once everything was over and done with dad dead and buried and we all "got our inheritance" that was it everyone stopped speaking to one another. My older brother who I used to be so damn close to no longer would speak to me. My older sister who claimed she wanted to get to know me Shut me out. And my youngest sister who took all the rest of the money (all the cd's that she was suppose to share) also shut me out.
So when I learned my brother died and had already been buried (he told his son not to me till it was all over) I was so angry. And I just couldn't cry. I wanna cry but I can't. I just can't.
I love him.
And he is still my brother even though he shut me out and they did not include me in the obit. Which also made me angry.
But one day I will cry and I know once I start it will take a long time to stop.
Because there is more to cry about than just him passing away.
We never made up
I never got to tell him again that I love him and always have
I miss him
He will always be my brother no matter what.
